Suddenly I woke up and I find myself faced with one of the biggest decisions in my life..... Getting married.
I guess for most women this is their ultimate wish... to walk down the isle and say the sacred vow together with the person she love most.
In our life we have these fears, a lot of fears don't we? Me, for one would be loosing the person I love, getting them mad or frustrated or making the people important to me unhappy.
We tend to ask for reassurance from the people that surrounds us, whether friends, partners... literally from anyone we encounter everyday, but most of all we, always ask for reassurance from the people we plan to spend our lifetime with...
But when are we actually reassured? When can we say that what the person in front of us is actually telling the truth?
The answer lies to the same person we are asking assurance from, looking in their eyes and actually feeling it, and you know what? It's such an unexplainable feeling, that with so much truth in it, your heart just wants to burst out... and after so many years of wanting to hear it, when I finally did... I just simply want to faint... (and to the people who know me..don't laugh ha... I actually wanted to - it just doesn't look good on me when I do that why I stopped myself ha-ha)
This is what happened:
My fiance finally pop the question "Will you marry me?" and the silly me was taken aback and thought for a while, not because I don't want to but I am thinking if the person in front of me actually meant what he just uttered.
Does he really want to give up his bachelor status?
Is this just the brink of the moment?
Is this for real?..... (Are you for real? ^_^ )
He smiled, held my hand and looked me in the eye. And he said:
"Yes, I do want to marry you, I want to spend my lifetime with you. I am willing to give up everything for you. I've waited for so long and I do not want to loose you or this chance again.
I love you.I didn't expect that you'll be my wife. Because i thought you're happy with your previous life. But i was wrong,I'm happy now with you my love and hope that our relationship will be strong. I dedicated my life to you now.Happy and I'm ready to take you in church and make a vow. I love you so much and Im always longing for your touch. Maybe you're my perfect match, That's why lord gave you to me as my lover, friend, wife, mother of my son, and even my best friend. Hope that your love to me won't end. I love you Meliza -Sue Arcadio. MWAH! "